It is true. Life can change in blink of an eye. It just happens and you don’t even see it coming. No time to wrap your head around it. It doesn’t go away when you close your eyes. You have to get up and deal with it. Be focused. Live your life the best you can. I definitely will.
I was in shower, playing music and signing ridiculously loud today. I just felt great, silly, happy. At one point I sang so loud I reminded myself of similar experience. Yet so different.
Months ago, I was driving, my music was super loud. I thought that the music could be louder than the thoughts in my head. I sang. Louder and louder. It would become hysterical screaming. Tears burst out of my eyes. My voice broke down. I was broken. I was a mess. I had to let the desperation and frustration go.
How far have I gone since then? How many things have I learned? How have I changed?